Thirsty Dry Mouth Sleeping

this year comes into my head to try a group trip. going to Abruzzo. to be surrounded by nature.
travel alone for a long time and my favorite destinations are the cities. I love the casting of concrete, museums, airports and I have an unhealthy passion for the underground.
in the city you are free to move almost unnoticed, there are insects (they are all dead because of smog) and you can eat anything. I love the city because it offers libraries and cafes, because they offer everything.
but now I want to change and to compete with something completely different and alien to me.
nature are crazy.
I can not stand the idea of \u200b\u200bsharing space with people who do not know, I'm afraid of bugs and just plain walking. usually, I go crazy if I use a neat little bathroom and got used to me my sprouts without the need to account to anyone for my choices. farmacologizzata are up to, I do not ever separate myself from the mascara and my trusted vials of perfume, suitable for just in case.
how can I even think of being able to be comfortable in a mountain village, with people who do not know, with the risk that face a bitterly cold with a chance to meet and insects that do not even imagine?
do not know, but there is a strong reminder Marsicano bear, wolf and eagle. I watched The Discovery Channel will be too many in life or I are changing perspectives, and increasingly I find myself thinking that they are at ease with animals than with humans. I want to hang on the nail dryer and eyeliner (this is serious), and buy a pair of hiking boots.
tonight while I take a test and go to dinner at Pizzafest where I eat the pizza while the mosquitoes eat me. is the great circle of life.

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epiphanies

in these nights I'm drowning in high society outside the home, do things, see people and the next morning I chasms purple under the eyes.
lot of radio play, while the street, I meet amazing animals like the rat, they explore the people from the privileged observatory of the Clio and I think the meaning of life.
especially yesterday I thought about how I needed this and that, in order to be truly happy. The road runs under the clio and I make me sad thinking of my many misfortunes, until, discouraged, I looked at the sky and I addressed a prayer to God.
among other things, I do not believe in God, but I always prayed, that child is a habit I never lost one to turn to him with the following expression "God, please, let ..."
well, I was there when I had to beg an epiphany: I received clear awareness that before me there were many others with more rights to get a miracle or at least special attention by the good god. I thought about who does not walk, to those who have a house, the guy who sells the rest of the pug at the lights and the many who are in the world with a disability and that the disadvantaged party, without all the resources I have.
I then withdrew the petition and I thought that I would like to take andarmelo alone.